The eye is still sucky, but is now getting back to how it was before the eye doctor dumped the dilating chemicals in it three weeks ago. It got much worse after that. Blech. So now it is back to being crappy instead of unbearable. It makes applying eyeliner to my right eyelid very difficult on North Star nights. I've been using The Force.
Then there's the whole matter of my destiny. I'm not sure exactly what it is yet. I get glimpses here and there. There's a lot of chatter going on in my mind. I close my eyes and can practically hear the babble, all in my own voice, so I've been practicing letting that get quiet enough so that I might hear my destiny talking. So far I just hear E above middle C. Huh. I suppose this is like meditating or talking to God, only I'm trying not to do any talking. Will keep trying to listen.