Here's the thing I don't like about being smitten: the feeling that something's missing when he's not there. I'm not used to feeling like anything's missing from my life. It makes me a little bit tortured.
I just decided to think about it as if it's negative space, to really get to know what those spaces in between meetings are like and to enjoy them for what they are. Because I like the positive space very much, and I bet enjoying the negative space will make the positive space even better. If that's possible.